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2026-01-22

Does God's Love serve Power, or Power serve Love?

Many of us who believe in God would list a similar set of attributes of what make God an Ultimate Reality worthy of the title "God". We may say God is eternal, non-material, all powerful, all knowing, and all good. God stands apart from all other beings as the Source of Being itself, the Creator of all things that are not Godself. All good and true. But is it possible for two people to hold all these views in common, and yet have diametrically opposed views of how God acts, and why God treats us the way God does? 


Yes. How we order and prioritize God's attributes can result in a radically different vision of God. We don't tend to talk about this much, and we assume that all Christians or all Theists worship the same God. But could it be the case that, actually, we worship totally different images of the same God? Nothing brings out this divide better than the question: Does God's Love serve Power, or Power serve Love?

2026-01-14

My Life as a Toilet


There is nothing as useful
As a toilet:
When the body demands it
There is no higher priority
In the whole world.
An ever-present porcelain priest,
It receives everyone’s urine,
Everyone’s excrement,
Everyone’s vomit;
And dutifully absolves them all.
It sends them away
As far as the East is from the West.

There is nothing as despised
As a toilet:
When the need has passed
We ignore it.
Hidden away
Down the hall
In the dark;
We do not talk about it.
It reminds us of things
Unmentionable yet intimate
So we pretend it does not exist.
For we can never quite admit
That we are bound to it
(And that we cannot live without it).

On the White Throne of Judgment
We make our confession
Into the silent chasm.
Weil said it well:
"All sins are attempts to fill voids."
But when we void into the void,
The toilet reminds us with a rush
Of cold, baptismal water:
All is forgiven;
All is swept clean;
All is made new.

It is the silent guest
At Weddings and Funerals,
Baptisms and Bar Mitzvahs,
Christmas and Easter.
Can you imagine any truly meaningful event
Without a toilet?
Yet would you ever admit you need it
To make meaning?
Great Cathedrals may house the Spirit,
But a ceramic bowl houses the Incarnation
In all its messy, earthly truth.

The toilet is
Schrödinger's fixture
A quantum superposition:
Always looked at but never seen;
Nearer to us than our undergarments,
Yet pushed out of sight, out of mind.
Couches are beloved;
Beds are yearned for;
Tables summon forth creative genius;
While showers drench us in peace.
But the lowly toilet 
Is the kenosis of furniture;
It empties itself
So that we may be full again.
A monk waiting in the silence of its tiled cell,
A humble witness to our mortality,
Listening for the mechanical "amen"
Of the final flush.